What Is It?

What do I do?
When the stars don't shine,
And the Sun doesn't warm,
And I don't feel its divine?

What do I say?
When it seem unthinkable,
When I don't know how not to hurt,
And when I'm at a loss of words,
How do I say, I don't know?

What do I feel?
When it seem over,
Do I be happy,
Or do I grieve my soul?
Do I feel guilty,
That I hurt them all,
Or do I feel glad,
'Cause I'm all free now?

I Know It Gets Better

Its been awhile,
since I've felt alive,
since I've slept all night,
Oh, I don't dream of walking the aisle.

You have killed the inside of me,
You're a criminal, you should know;
I wish you the very best,
Go to say Hell and say hello!

The darkness around me,
I'm not scared of it anymore,
'Cause I have learnt that in the dark,
even my shadow leaves me alone.

Oh, you'll regret what you did,
As I cry myself to bed,
When you know my worth,
which I know you never would,
You'd do everything to pay for it.

But good luck with that,
'Cause now I don't give a damn;
Oh, what a shame!
You lost the perfect girl in hand.

I Know You Like I Never Knew You

Its been weird,
The way we see one another,
and not even greet,
like we never knew each other.

Staring at the same face,
it reminds me of the days,
we laughed and smiled together,
and said we'd love us forever.

I wish I could just go back in time,
and never lived for the silver lining,
I wish I never was with you,
on the star-lit evening-too soon.

There hasn't been a day past gone,
Without thinking about you and the shining Sun,
Not a day I felt complete,
Like when I could smile without grief.

And it kills me inside,
to see you don't even care;
But I do,
'Cause sadly enough,
I still do love You.

Bleeding Love

It feels as if I'm dead,
Can't feel anything inside;
Lying on my bed,
I cry through the night.

Can't you hear me shout?
Maybe not,
'Cause you see-I don't pout!

And you may think I'm a drama queen,
But believe me,
I'm just a regular teen.

I'm hurt and shocked,
And I never thought
That my heart would be locked,
To the love I sought.

And I don't wanna blame you,
But somehow that is what seems fair;
I need somebody to lift me up,
And remind me that love is a dare.

I lost my path,
And I lost view;
All that is left with me,
Are the memories of you.

My heart is crushed,
And I trust no living soul;
I feel really rushed,
And I am no longer a whole.

One last thing I would like you to know,
I wasn't kidding,
When I looked into your eyes,
And said I Love You. 

Where Are You?

Never thought something as bad could happen,
Never thought we'd be so worried,
Never felt so useless and helpless,
Never thought hope will be the only one-
to be there in the grey dusky Sun!

What's worse than dying is suffering like hell,
Be patient, it may take time,
Please don't lose heart,
Your friendship costs no less than my life!

I know I'll see you soon,
I know you're still alive,
We're praying for your well-being,
For you yourself are the source for our smile!

Baby, you go away,
I'll flow a river of my own,
And drown in it's thoughts,
Hoping I'll meet you soon!

Steal...

You are beautiful,
sensational,
too good to be true.

You are gorgeous,
and elegant,
and words don't seem enough to describe you.

I look at the night sky and this is what I say-
you stole the moon-
its now your face,
you stole the shine of the stars,
oh they seem dull,
'cause they are now in your gaze.

You stole my heart,
and I was amazed,
'cause for once it seemed,
I wasn't so afraid.

Those were the times...

Dancing in the silence,

Kissing in the rain,
Looking in your eyes,

It was so insane!

Talking about nothing,

Doing just anything,

Thinking only about you,

It really meant something!

Holding my hand,

Snuggling in the cold,

Standing under the moonlight,

Those times grew old.

Times changed,

So did you,

And that’s when I was forced,

To stop loving you!

Meeting the Mismatch!

The day when it started,
It was a surprising day,
‘Cause we talked like we knew each other
Since the times got grey.

We talked about the random stuff,
We hooked into games,
We walked as if the road would never end,
But we barely knew each other’s names.

Texting till midnight,
Flirting throughout the day,
Sharing our secrets,
And living a hearty way.

I won’t forget the times,
And I definitely won’t forget the way,
You kept talking to me,
Like there wasn't another day.

December Love

Freezing winds were blowing,

With the cold sun staring,

The leaves were rustling,

And our faces were glowing.

Holding hands and walking under the trees,

Singing a song,

And talking about our dreams.

Watching the stars at a cold winter night,

And speaking words of sweetness,

Looking into each other’s eyes,

And sharing all the happiness.

When I think back,

I feel what I felt when I was with you,

And that’s the warmth in December,

Even though the morning grass was covered with dew.