Found a Friend so Special

I'm so lucky to have you as my friend,
I know you'll be with me till the end,
And I know that when I'm down and low,
You're there to pick me up and pull me close.

You've been there through the tough times,
You've been there in the happy times,
And there's not a second spent with you,
That I shall forget,
Because each moment spent with you,
Is a moment I don't regret.

I've been a jerk,
I've been a freak,
And so many more things to get someone to scream,
But you've kept your calm,
And you've kept your cool,
And loved me so so dearly.

I remember feeding you tacos with my hands,
And listening to the saddest songs,
But what's surprising is that,
With you they don't seem so sad after all.

I know its hard to move on in life,
And I realized this when I got out of time,
When you told me you're going away,
And in a moment all these memories flashed again.

I so wish I could tell you,
How much I love you,
But its so hard,
And I'm so sorry if I can't,
But hopefully you know me that well,
To know you're like my magic spell. 

What Is It?

What do I do?
When the stars don't shine,
And the Sun doesn't warm,
And I don't feel its divine?

What do I say?
When it seem unthinkable,
When I don't know how not to hurt,
And when I'm at a loss of words,
How do I say, I don't know?

What do I feel?
When it seem over,
Do I be happy,
Or do I grieve my soul?
Do I feel guilty,
That I hurt them all,
Or do I feel glad,
'Cause I'm all free now?

I Know It Gets Better

Its been awhile,
since I've felt alive,
since I've slept all night,
Oh, I don't dream of walking the aisle.

You have killed the inside of me,
You're a criminal, you should know;
I wish you the very best,
Go to say Hell and say hello!

The darkness around me,
I'm not scared of it anymore,
'Cause I have learnt that in the dark,
even my shadow leaves me alone.

Oh, you'll regret what you did,
As I cry myself to bed,
When you know my worth,
which I know you never would,
You'd do everything to pay for it.

But good luck with that,
'Cause now I don't give a damn;
Oh, what a shame!
You lost the perfect girl in hand.

I Know You Like I Never Knew You

Its been weird,
The way we see one another,
and not even greet,
like we never knew each other.

Staring at the same face,
it reminds me of the days,
we laughed and smiled together,
and said we'd love us forever.

I wish I could just go back in time,
and never lived for the silver lining,
I wish I never was with you,
on the star-lit evening-too soon.

There hasn't been a day past gone,
Without thinking about you and the shining Sun,
Not a day I felt complete,
Like when I could smile without grief.

And it kills me inside,
to see you don't even care;
But I do,
'Cause sadly enough,
I still do love You.

Bleeding Love

It feels as if I'm dead,
Can't feel anything inside;
Lying on my bed,
I cry through the night.

Can't you hear me shout?
Maybe not,
'Cause you see-I don't pout!

And you may think I'm a drama queen,
But believe me,
I'm just a regular teen.

I'm hurt and shocked,
And I never thought
That my heart would be locked,
To the love I sought.

And I don't wanna blame you,
But somehow that is what seems fair;
I need somebody to lift me up,
And remind me that love is a dare.

I lost my path,
And I lost view;
All that is left with me,
Are the memories of you.

My heart is crushed,
And I trust no living soul;
I feel really rushed,
And I am no longer a whole.

One last thing I would like you to know,
I wasn't kidding,
When I looked into your eyes,
And said I Love You. 

Where Are You?

Never thought something as bad could happen,
Never thought we'd be so worried,
Never felt so useless and helpless,
Never thought hope will be the only one-
to be there in the grey dusky Sun!

What's worse than dying is suffering like hell,
Be patient, it may take time,
Please don't lose heart,
Your friendship costs no less than my life!

I know I'll see you soon,
I know you're still alive,
We're praying for your well-being,
For you yourself are the source for our smile!

Baby, you go away,
I'll flow a river of my own,
And drown in it's thoughts,
Hoping I'll meet you soon!

Steal...

You are beautiful,
sensational,
too good to be true.

You are gorgeous,
and elegant,
and words don't seem enough to describe you.

I look at the night sky and this is what I say-
you stole the moon-
its now your face,
you stole the shine of the stars,
oh they seem dull,
'cause they are now in your gaze.

You stole my heart,
and I was amazed,
'cause for once it seemed,
I wasn't so afraid.